Take Note : Melodee is only typing all this out in anger, please do not get offended, if you do, please leave before completely reading everything. Also, no offense, i'm not asking for any comments on this post or any other of my post. This is just a place to vent. Please respect and understand.
wahloa.... today waited to talk to him the whole day but he whole day not free... all the way he got band and hanging with his friends... yesterday also didnt spend much time tgt, the day before also. OMG im starting to feel emo when i typed out all these! I feel quite disconnected from him these past days... i feel weird saying that! Like sooo awfully weird!! like so dramatic sia... anyways, i hate when people give me FALSE HIGH HOPES... It's like they only know how to talk so much, boast, show-off and say will do this and that, but in the end, they dont even stick to what they say.... so freaking annoying! i've been getting this kind of stupid treatment on my last 2 birthdays... also getting it from everyone else, even families... always say will bring my dogs out to the beach, or we go sentosa, or take picture of whole family then frame it up, all in the end, never do.. dont know they say it since what? 2-3 years ago and they still talking about it. Boy/Girl/Best/Closefriends also the same thing sometimes! Sometimes they say they change, or they will do this, or do that, or they can, or cannot, then when it comes to the point of taking action, they bloody hell dont move... very annoying! I find that if the person isnt sure or KNOWS THAT HE/SHE cant do it, DONT ANYHOW SAY YOU CAN! It only gives people the impression that they can't count on you. Now can say we call still young so we dont know about all these and always forgive and give chances, but once in the real world, when we grow up and have to tahan all this shit, it will be different. i admit i was once like that, but in the end i tried my hardest to change, and not to say im so good or anything, actually im still changing but hell at least i improved.... argh.. i know that not everyone can change but if you make an effort, at least that will go into counting. I know im blabbing and talk as if i know too much... I just need to spill this out..
Take Note : Melodee is only typing all this out in anger, please do not get offended, if you do, please leave before completely reading everything. Also, no offense, i'm not asking for any comments on this post or any other of my post. This is just a place to vent. Please respect and understand.
Cheers
Melodee

Take Note : Melodee is only typing all this out in anger, please do not get offended, if you do, please leave before completely reading everything. Also, no offense, i'm not asking for any comments on this post or any other of my post. This is just a place to vent. Please respect and understand.
wahloa.... today waited to talk to him the whole day but he whole day not free... all the way he got band and hanging with his friends... yesterday also didnt spend much time tgt, the day before also. OMG im starting to feel emo when i typed out all these! I feel quite disconnected from him these past days... i feel weird saying that! Like sooo awfully weird!! like so dramatic sia... anyways, i hate when people give me FALSE HIGH HOPES... It's like they only know how to talk so much, boast, show-off and say will do this and that, but in the end, they dont even stick to what they say.... so freaking annoying! i've been getting this kind of stupid treatment on my last 2 birthdays... also getting it from everyone else, even families... always say will bring my dogs out to the beach, or we go sentosa, or take picture of whole family then frame it up, all in the end, never do.. dont know they say it since what? 2-3 years ago and they still talking about it. Boy/Girl/Best/Closefriends also the same thing sometimes! Sometimes they say they change, or they will do this, or do that, or they can, or cannot, then when it comes to the point of taking action, they bloody hell dont move... very annoying! I find that if the person isnt sure or KNOWS THAT HE/SHE cant do it, DONT ANYHOW SAY YOU CAN! It only gives people the impression that they can't count on you. Now can say we call still young so we dont know about all these and always forgive and give chances, but once in the real world, when we grow up and have to tahan all this shit, it will be different. i admit i was once like that, but in the end i tried my hardest to change, and not to say im so good or anything, actually im still changing but hell at least i improved.... argh.. i know that not everyone can change but if you make an effort, at least that will go into counting. I know im blabbing and talk as if i know too much... I just need to spill this out..
Take Note : Melodee is only typing all this out in anger, please do not get offended, if you do, please leave before completely reading everything. Also, no offense, i'm not asking for any comments on this post or any other of my post. This is just a place to vent. Please respect and understand.
Cheers
Melodee