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Lost the spark.mel
Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 6:53 AM


I'm going to be emo again
i feel horrible for the past few days..
But most of the time, i try to put on a smiling face and make a fool of myself so people wont notice. Today, someone commented about me, which i didnt realize.
She said that my eyes dont have the happily siao girl spark anymore. stupid way to say a spark but still i felt odd. When i look into the mirror today, i can see what she is saying now. Maybe its me, or maybe there are some reasons for this reaction, but what can i do? Nothing..