
Melodee. I am writing this for you.
I Love You.
I trust you to know what to do.
Its the place i don't trust.
I cannot take the risk of losing you.
I really dont want to lose you.
I Love you so much.
I will say it now. i dont want you to go that place. please
i beg you . on my knees. please . its not a good place . its really not a good place . i let you cut me a million times everyday . hurt me in every possible way but not this please . i let you kick me in the face . i let you scold me every second but not this please . i beg of you please . Melodee please . i beg you now . please dont go . its not a good place . you dont hang out at this place. you love to play bowling. you like mindcafe . you like to watch movies. you like to sit at starbucks . you like to play arcade . you like to go ehub. you love to cuddle. you love to sit and talk about each other . you love to read. you love to eat and compare on how much food you need to eat. say who's the skinniest.you're always stress at your assignments though in the end you will complete everything beautifully . i love your expression when you saw dogs with their owners. i saw that smile . that face . i love you . your scent . the smell on your hair .
i know i have hurt you alot. i am sorry.
i know i am a loser. i am sorry
i know i am not as cool as others . i am sorry
i know i am not good looking . i am sorry
i know i havent been the best boyfriend for you . i am sorry
i know i've broken alot of promises . i am sorry
i know i havent make it up to you . i am sorry
i know i havent teach you to play the piano . i am sorry
i know you dont trust me or believe me anymore .
i hope you can give me a chance. i love you
i dont want to lose you . those places are not for you .
i'll change back to the Helmizar you knew.
i beg you please . a million times please . i beg you please..
dont hurt me this way...

