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Fugly Fact-Mel
Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 8:50 AM


I just realise that i have always known what will happen, but i never learn my lesson and i continue to let myself get burned.. Only afew days ago, did i finally get slapped in the face by the Fugly Fact. I guess FF finally got tired of waiting around for me to finally realise it, so it got up and decided to slap me hard, forcing me to face the Fugly Fact right in the face. The odd and crazy stupid thing about this is that I knew about it, But i dont want to learn it. Im not sure if i would ever learn it, but i guess i have to learn it pretty damn soon that I'm just not ment to have any girl best friends. I suppose because i ask for alot in return and give little. Perhpes thats the reason why none of my girl best friends are being best friends.. Heck, they help me tons of ways and always try to be there, but sometimes i just wonder whether this is even any best friend-ship. Cause to me, it doesnt feel like 1. I seem to be able to get along better with guys, thats why i have afew guy best-friends. Maybe they can tahan my shit more, i dont know, but honestly, it would be nice to have a girl best friend... I would like to have 1.. maybe because im very senstive thats why i take some things too hard.. lol i dont know.. Sometimes just feel abit lonely without any girls around.. the guys are always there, but it would be nice to have a girl around to bitch with.. to tell girl stories, talk about boys etc etc... At least 1 good thing came out of today, i finally danced. and i love the feeling. i really do. i felt so free and myself.. Sometimes, when i get emotional, i look at myself and wonder what happened to me.. Like right now, i am being quite emotional. Anyways, Lots of stuff happened at home.. I wondering whether it will be over soon.. And i need some spark to make me jump for joy. i havent really been jumping for joy for very long. lol i feel like i can just cry sometimes for no freaking reason. Man, am i emo!

Cheers
PS. Still havent figured out what is wrong with me...