ehh... okay last post was about being without any girl bestfriends, still feeling that way except now is worse cause i found out alot of new 'CHANGES" about them... so yeah. anyways, nice to know i'll always have helmizar, azhar, aaron and shiroro! =D Azhar right now is helping me out with my web cause i suck at flash like major big time! seriously!!! if not for him, i would prob fail my fyp and never be able to even get a slight chance into poly. =D so fyp is killing my wallet... wallet is already bleeding... $46 just flew away like that, and i suppose i need to spend at least another AT LEAST $30... so sian... christmas money to spend is going to be harder now... considering i dont have much. i roughly got an idea what to do for my sister, and brother.. well else for my parents, still contemplating... helmizar & azhar i know what to buy, there are a bunch of stuff they want.. Aaron and Shiroro are simple too.. most prob going to celelbrate christmas very much earlier with them cus aaron is going to fly away i think around 12? sad case..... well none of my current group celebrate before so hopefully it turns out well... btw, i dont know if sabrina and vivian would be joining... seems like they dont even have time for me nor school work.. esp since now in their lifes, they spend time with their boyfriends, smoking drinking, slacking and some clubbing... kinda disappoint at the amount of bad changes but what can i do about it? it is their life anyways, not like that listen to a single word i say. i know they dont care cause when i say anything, they kept quiet.. pretty much obvious. so i only can stand there, watching them walk and going to hit a wall, and just wave and wish them good luck! Well you know, i tried to be their friend but they im not their keep or anything so all i can do is wish them luck.... sigh* what to do?
anyways. fyp really killing me.. hopefully it gets better soon....
cheers

ehh... okay last post was about being without any girl bestfriends, still feeling that way except now is worse cause i found out alot of new 'CHANGES" about them... so yeah. anyways, nice to know i'll always have helmizar, azhar, aaron and shiroro! =D Azhar right now is helping me out with my web cause i suck at flash like major big time! seriously!!! if not for him, i would prob fail my fyp and never be able to even get a slight chance into poly. =D so fyp is killing my wallet... wallet is already bleeding... $46 just flew away like that, and i suppose i need to spend at least another AT LEAST $30... so sian... christmas money to spend is going to be harder now... considering i dont have much. i roughly got an idea what to do for my sister, and brother.. well else for my parents, still contemplating... helmizar & azhar i know what to buy, there are a bunch of stuff they want.. Aaron and Shiroro are simple too.. most prob going to celelbrate christmas very much earlier with them cus aaron is going to fly away i think around 12? sad case..... well none of my current group celebrate before so hopefully it turns out well... btw, i dont know if sabrina and vivian would be joining... seems like they dont even have time for me nor school work.. esp since now in their lifes, they spend time with their boyfriends, smoking drinking, slacking and some clubbing... kinda disappoint at the amount of bad changes but what can i do about it? it is their life anyways, not like that listen to a single word i say. i know they dont care cause when i say anything, they kept quiet.. pretty much obvious. so i only can stand there, watching them walk and going to hit a wall, and just wave and wish them good luck! Well you know, i tried to be their friend but they im not their keep or anything so all i can do is wish them luck.... sigh* what to do?
anyways. fyp really killing me.. hopefully it gets better soon....
cheers