Its been exactly 1 year 9 months 10 days since i got together with Melodee Tan Liping.
The relationship was so beautiful.
All the ups and downs we had.
It makes us stronger.
Eventually, the problems starts to come..
I am here..seeking redemption for all the mistakes i made in the relationship.
I have realized all the wrong that i have done.
I am here because i want to make things right.
I want to make the relationship as beautiful as it was when it just started.
I know i can.
I believe i can do it.
I admit i screwed up a lot of times and i admit there were times things got out of hand.
I wanna say i'm sorry for everything that i have done.
I wanna come clean.
I am done being that version of myself.
I have changed.
I am that Helmizar you got together with Melodee Tan Liping.
I am still deeply in love with you.
I am still crazy about you.
In fact, my love for you now is at its strongest point.
I Love you with all my heart Melodee Tan Liping.
Would you give me one last chance ?
I want us to be a lovely couple like how we use to be.
I read the Tagboard on our blog. Ever since from the very beginning.
Alot of our friends says we're sweet. Things was really beautiful then.
Before i started typing this post..I was reading all the post on this blog we shared.
I read each and every one of them.
I miss how things were. I miss you. I really miss you so much.
I Love you and I wanna marry you Melodee Tan Liping.
I saw one of the post you wrote..
'Fooyoo! I finally got a boyfriend who i love so much! And he loves me. =D
I can cancel out 1 of my wishes now. that someone would love me and i would love him in return.'
This is one more..
'The love of my life, HELMIZAR'
Melodee Tan Liping..
Please give me this final chance..
I want to make you smile and happy and in love again..
I am deeply in Love with you and i want things to be like how it was...
I Love You Melodee Tan Liping..
I will never let you go...
You're the Love Of My Life...
I Love you Melodee Tan Liping..
This was typed out by me on 31/08/08
'you're the first thing that is on my mind every single day .
while the birds are busy chirping their morning repertoire
i make my way to meet you so i can have u in my arms .
that girl who lives in tampines .
that girl who wears glasses .
that girl who has fair skin .
that girl whom i'm in love with .
i love you'
I still mean every word i typed..
I Love You Melodee Tan Liping..
